Fantasy football SUCKED this week. I had the 2nd highest score in the league, only one guy was higher, by 4 points … My opponent. And this year, I’m not playing a free league. I dropped $60 to join my uncle’s league. FML!
So, I’ve been absent from this, yet again.
I feel empty. Not the depressed nothingness I felt months ago. Now, I just feel numb. Empty. Like I’ve lost a purpose to live. I don’t want to kill myself, but I also don’t see much point in being around. This is a shitty feeling. I’ve never felt quite this way. I’ve disappeared from the walls, phones and inboxs of most of my friends and family. I just don’t care to talk to anyone anymore. I have nothing to say. How do you hold up a conversation when nothing matters? You can’t.
Well, that’s all I have to report.
I have to do 3 weeks worth of homework plus an exam before Saturday. It is now Tuesday. I doubt that will happen, but I’m going to at least try.